TIFFANY RETURNS!! :0 (it's been like eight blogs since i last used her picture.. omgosh)
hellooo, good evening friends~ how was your day?
personally, my day was alright! i worked on my site for a long time, and i'm prepared to seriously lock in this time. i can't let myself abandon it again until i've made something to be proud of. and even tho i still have no clue what i'm gonna call the site, i'm sure i'll have a better idea later on. we shall see.
it also rained all day long, it was amaaaaazing~ i left my window open earlier today and listening to the rain while i wrote code. aaah, i hope the rain continues just a little longer.
today was also a lot better because i managed to avoid doomscrolling on tiktok!! i realize now that a break from that app would do me lots of good, especially because it's been making me very sad lately. you see, my family and i went to see the michael jackson movie last weekend for my mom's birthday, and ever since i've been missing him like crazy. no joke, i literally cried last night because i missed him so much.
i've always been an mj fan, but especially when i was a kid. in fact, some of my earliest childhood memories are listening to his music in the car with my sister. and after watching that movie, i believe my mj phase is creeping back in.
lately, i've been so torn up over him because i've come to learn that he never got to have a childhood due to his abusive father pushing him into the spotlight so early. on top of that, he had a really hard time making friends because of his fame, so he was extremely lonely. that's why he had so many animals, because he felt like they were his only friends... ㅜㅜ
and when he grew up, he still felt like a kid inside, so he often spent time with children. he literally saw himself as peter pan. but ofc, the media twisted it and made it seem like he was a predator, when that couldn't have been farther from the truth. michael was so misunderstood, and he deserved none of the mistreatment. he just wanted to heal the world. (omgsjsjdd i'm gonna start crying again)
i'm really hurt i never really got to know him until after he was gone. i was only a few days away from my third birthday when he passed, and when i think about that i get so upset i wasn't born sooner. oh, what i would give to see him perform live, just once.
in loving memory of michael jackson, i want to make a playlist dedicated to him. i hope he knows just how much he was and continues to be loved by fans, and that he's living out the childhood he never got to have.
did you guys listen to mj? if so, what's your favorite song and/or album?
✿ alright, one good thing that happened this week was that i got to eat cake! it was vanilla cake withhh.. whipped cream frosting, i think? anways, it was delicious and i miss that cake already. ✿
2 comments:
hello nara! (and welcome back tiffany!) :3 my day just started, even tho it's almost 12pm.. but it's nice so far! your day sounds absolutely relaxing! i kinda want it to rain here too, hehe.
last week i had an mj marathon, and i'm also going through an mj phase HAHAHHAHA. i guess after the movie everyone is rediscovering his music. i can see why he's the king of pop.
it's honestly crazy to think he made so many people's childhood... but he didn't have one (JOE YOU SUCK!!!). when he passed i remember my older sibling being shocked about it and i was just a confused kiddo trying to understand that the king of pop was gone.... i just wanted to watch pokémon.... BUT I LOVE MJ!!!!!!! like i honestly never met a person that said they don't like his music. neverrrr. i haven't seen the movie yet, but i've seen clips online and i completely understand you.... like bro.... the clip of him wanting to play twister with his brothers then them rejecting him made me sad all day.... like the old times, LIKE COME ON............ i'm glad that he had bubbles by his side to play with him. I'D GLADLY PLAY TWISTER WITH YOU MICHAEL!!!! ㅠㅠ waaAAAAH!
anyway, the poor guy was too kind for this cruel world. them twisting everything is just beyond irritating.... bring back our peterpan....! :( wow. i made myself annoyed HELP. okok, to answer your question. growing up we would have mj on rotation. SO YES! as for a fave song/ album..... omg i can't choose. but rock with you is def nostalgic. my fave as a kid was man in the mirror but as an adult.... it might be human nature! (beat it is a close second)..... i also like remember the time....... and earth song.... I CAN'T CHOOSE NARA... SORRY ㅠㅠ (also my blabbermouth would like to mention how deep the lyrics are for all these songs... like.... i used to listen cuz the songs sounded good... but now i listen cuz of that AND the lyrics. well done michael). YOU'RE A VEGETABLEEEEE~~!!!! okok i'm done now.
have a lovely weekend ahead nara, and i hope it rains for you again. heehee!!
HI KOIII!! :D i'm happy to see you back here again~! hopefully some rain will come to visit you soon :0
AWWW YAYYY WE'RE IN THIS PHASE TOGETHER!! also ikr?? mj's aura seriously is unmatched, we may never see someone like him ever again.
i hate joe jackson, so when i die it's on sight. i don't remember anything from the day of his passing, but i honestly think i'm glad. i definitely would've been 10x more upset, lol. and same!! i've never heard anyone say they don't like his music EVERRR! the twister scene in the movie tore me to pieces, he just wanted to play with his brothers like old times.. I WOULD PLAY TWISTER WITH MICHAEL TOOO!! ㅜㅜ
mj was an angel on earth, gone too soon </3 HUMAN NATURE IS SOOO GOOD!! (beat it was actually my sister's favorite as kid! that's so cool~) remember the time has always been my favorite, but i also loved in the closet, liberian girl, and you rock my world. AND IT'S OKAYYY!! mj's discography has no skips, so i totally understand, hehe~ (i feel the exact same way... when i was a kid i was just enjoying the music, but now i love listening to the lyrics, too.) YOU'RE A VEGETABLEEEJSIJSD
talk soon, koiiii!!!! have a great weekend~
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